We all wander alone from time to time, especially when we are in a state of transformation. Others might not feel comfortable around us because we feel so foreign, so different from what they are so used to. Also, our state of being produces a ripple effect in others that they may not be ready for. The vibration we emit is not love – it is not peace when we are in transformation. It is the vibration of increasing frequency which ramps up and rips apart what is, reshaping it, transmuting it. It is Shiva energy. It is masculine in its purest form of expression and like lava it overtakes all in its path. It causes confusion and often, while in this state, alienation ensues. The best remedy is to rest and retreat. We must also trust it will not last forever. It will calm. Its fierceness will cool, its momentum will slow. And, despite the loss of something we once cherished being totally obliterated, something beautiful will stand in its place.
Wishing you a life filled with light and love, from my Soul to Yours, Namaste.